Headed out...

Leaving Clemson this week. It is definitely a bitter sweet goodbye. During my freshman year I have met so many new people..amazing people that it will be difficult to go on without. There has definitely been some rough times but the all good times outweigh them. From dealing with roommate drama to dancing the night away out on the town nothing could come close to comparing to this freshman year. Moving to Lander University next year is going to be a big adjustment. I am going to miss all my friends and teachers I have made connections and memories with. I have had heart breaks and I have found love again. No matter what I do I know everything is happening for a reason. Through all my mistakes someone is watching out for me. Give him praise! I'll be back Clemson!! Over and out...

Taste the incomplete rainbow...

While in the middle of my biology paper my mind wanders. For an unknown reason my ADD brings me the topic of skittles. In thinking about skittles and how you are suppose to taste the rainbow I realize there is no blue skittle. Why isn't there a blue skittle??? The rainbow is not complete!!! Blue is my favorite color. I just don't understand. First of all artificial blueberry flavoring is delicious! Second of all kids love turning their mouth colors and the color that turns your mouth the most is blue! I want answers....Back to Biology...

Should I stay or should I go...

I got a new boyfriend. One would think I would be happy as can be about this. However, I'm having mixed feelings about the situation. He is super sweet. I couldn't ask for anything more. He takes me out, calls me the sweetest names, gives me everything I could ever want in a guy. So why am I unsatisfied. Unlike most couples who click when they are together, I feel like the two of us click when we are apart. It is just on and off with me. Don't get me wrong, we have so much fun when we are together but there are times when I just get turned off by him. He is completely into me and thinks I'm the greatest thing to walk the Earth. Maybe I'm just not ready. I couldn't imagine finding anyone better but there is just something that isn't there for me. I think the recent heartbreak is just making it hard to fall again. I guess we are going to have to give him a shot. Sweet boys shouldn't get punished by broken hearts. He deserves a chance and I'm going to give him one. Wish me luck. What do i have to loose? Here goes nothing. :) And I'll be happy about it!! Looking forward to actually getting treated right for once.